Not Forgotten

Dear Titan Kano, Its been 10 years since you left us, Suddenly and Unexpectedly. Just a few weeks before you got I and Billy Bicycles and Video games if we did well in our exams..which we did. You left for work before any of us were Up without a goodbye,hug,or kiss. We waited patiently for you to get back from work only to realise you were at the hospital. We even cleaned the house and didnt do anything that will get us scolded. We waited for minutes,hours,weeks and eventually a month until we were told you have left us. I didnt understand the whole scenario then.Maybe because I was only 10+ or maybe because I didnt know how to react. Did it mean I would no longer see you forever? Did it mean the beautiful home we shared would all become memories?Or did it mean it was all somehow temporary and my lil young brain will somehow get over the whole scenario,pain,tears,grief,confusion and millions of all the familar and strange faces that walked through the gate? Now I understand it all. And I'm not full of questions or confusion anymore. The 3 months I shared with you were one of the most memorable moments of my childhood and my life. You are one of the few kind-hearted,most beautiful,thoughtful,brilliant,generous,people that I can say I know with pride. And I'm thankful You are my aunt,and blood. You make being a Daroda beautiful,meaningful,and super cool. And as the years go by the nieces,nephews,and in-laws that never got the opportunity to meet you will definately hear & see your legacy. We know you are in a better place watching over us all. Oh and You have the most amazing,beautiful,handsome,nephews/nieces. Its unbelievable how we keep multiplying. Its a blessing. And we definately are a blessing..What can I say we have the Daroda blood in us :) I have no regret or pain anymore. I will always remember how I toured the country with you.How I couldnt differentiate you with mum. we love and miss you dearly. Xoxo

Yes I have Feelings and Emotions!

Ok! I have been told many times I dont show feelings..And yal are wrong! Not showing is way different from not having or not experiencing emotions. Yea I suck at communicating through with my feelings. Even though I'm perfectly capable of saying exactly whats on my mind, and if I want or dont need something. Putting myself out there is a "Danger Zone" for me. And no I dont care about how the other person or people think of my feelings.I just feel there is no need for my feelings to be out here especially when it comes to emotional subjects dealing with dating. Dont get me wrong. Anything that doesnt involve dating best believe you will hear me loud and clear :) So yea I have had my few shares of happiness,and what not that are associated with dating. Stay Blessed People.xoxo